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Today it is exactly one month over since the time he left us. But grief and the ache does not seems to be tapering down a bit. It’s like a BIG hole in our heart. It never heals away as long as we live.  He has left behind so many memories, we just keep on watching at his video clippings, photo’s toys, books, paintings etc. Evevning when we see / hear his friends playing in our society, somewhere we feel we can hear his voice. What a days were those! As soon as I come from office, he used to see my from distance and used to hide himself immediately. He expects me to search him. If i fail to search, he used to run towards me and clings on my sholder. He used to feel proud of doing that infront of his friends! All have become memories only. There is BIG VACUM without him.
Last week there is another tragedy struck in our family. My father-in-law also passed away due to severe heart attack. This is really another BIG blow to Swati who was trying to cope up with the life. I dont know why so much testing? Why HE is so harsh on us?
I have started my work since Monday. Somewhere we have to make start. There has been lot of support from my office also. Trying to move on with the life. Thank you so much for consoling us and sharing our grief.